soooo expensiveeee ToT

I just finished looking Togainu no Chi stuff at ponytale.lalaparadise.com...
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*w*
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*drool heavily*
the lunchbox set, the phone stripe, the military figure, the cushion, etc....
本当にかわいい～～！！！　XDXDXD
でも～
everything is so expensiveeeee~~ ToT
is there anyone willing to buy me those~ => absolutely impossible -_-"
still, all of those stuff I won't buy even if I want it badly is the cushion
I don't want people around me (esp my parents) to glare at me with weird look.. (Lol)
Just don't want them to find out that I am a perv yaoi fans~ >_<