After being busy with internship, I kind of left this blog for 2 months
And when I'm done with it, I somehow like losing passion in EVERYTHING (drawing, blogging, or even watching anime or reading manga!)
It's a really serious dilemma I have here, especially when I intend to be serious in the illustration/comic business which is certainly connected with my hobbies
But I just like... losing every drip of passion
This is really heartbreaking...
I didn't know that holding back everything, including my hobbies, too much, can turn me to become like this
I'm feeling like an empty shell right now, without motivation for anything, even for doing some hobbies...
Maybe my last year as a college student kind of worrying myself too much, 'cause I'm still lost about what I really want to do after I graduate. So now, I'm still kind of trying to get a grip of myself together to get through this.
I'm REALLY surprised when I found out people are still visiting even after I abandoned it for the last 3 months!
This really kind of making me feel really bad for neglecting it...
I'm really sorry, guys.
That's why, I'll try to update this blog again. I may not be as active as I'm used to be in this past year, but I'll try to do anything to get my passion in everything back!
I'll be back again in anime music, so I'll have some lyrics to post again
When I find something I like, I'll share it here as usual :)
Thanks a lot for your support! I'll do my very best!
